Terrible writing: Terrible thought process #353
Column is…. GO(ish…)
It’s been a while since I updated. I don’t have any particular reason. I’ve been busy. I haven’t been as overwhelmed with the confusion that surrounds me as usual I suppose. That is to say I’ve been distracted.
Distractions are fun. I can’t decide if they are healthy. Part of me thinks they are, other parts of me think that I’ll just keep myself distracted my entire life if I rely on them to the extent I want to.
That’s just a roundabout way of saying I’ve been busy doing things and going places. I had a goooood weekend. Maybe not great, but I am judging my life all wrong as of late. I seem to think things are important that really aren’t. I’m going to change that. Starting now (I did something right there that was little, but symbolically significant… and I’m not telling what it was because whatever you imagine it to be is probably more profound).
My life sucks.
My life doesn’t suck. I let my situation bring me down. I really actually enjoy my life. I just need to work on NOT thinking about everything all the time… Here’s a life lesson I learned: Sex has the more (personal) power than any single act ever done by man. Sex can drive two people that love each other apart. It can keep two people that hate each other together. It complicates everything. Unfortunately, it’s a very real part of life and trying to avoid the issue just doesn’t seem to work.
I see a lot of my friends starting to get into that REAL life college trouble. Personal troubles, relationships, everything really. I just want everybody that feels troubled that actually reads this to know: give me a call. I’ll be disappointed if you don’t. (if you think that MIGHT be me talking to you, it probably is)
I’m going to stop looking and start finding.
Also, I’m going to start going to KU volleyball games. I found somebody to go with.
I tried doing a video blog… for an hour. The problem is my mind works so much faster than I can talk that I am always trying to play catch-up with words. Whereas when I write, everything completely changes. I almost literally downshift gears in my head.
I’m giving up on my ability to create anything of significance, possessing meaning, or presented with grace tonight. I think this ends one of the most frustrating columns ever.
September 8th, 2008 at 2:10 am
Literally in my top five least favorite columns ever.
What i wanted to talk about would have been to long.
I didn’t want to leave anything out that I wanted to talk about.
I ended up leaving out most everything I REALLY wanted to talk about.
I don’t like my current situation.
Don’t judge me.
Goodnight friends.
September 8th, 2008 at 6:10 pm
Pretty interesting column, engaging, at least to me.
Friends don’t judge friends, they accept them.
September 23rd, 2008 at 5:57 pm
you said sex.